Keeping up with Things

I tend to have a hard time keeping up with things (case in point see this blog). I never really mean to do it. It's true that I sometimes get busy with things, but honestly am I always busy ever moment of every day not to keep up with things like a workout (even if it is 15 minutes), a blog, or even my YouTube subscriptions? No. So most of the time it tends to be a silly things that hinder me from keeping up with things.

I have this mentality, and yes I know it is stupid, that if I can't do a lot of something at one time then there is no point of me doing it. So if I can't workout today for the full hour or hour and a half...there's no point of me doing it that day. Or if I can't watch all the videos that are in sub box for the day, there's no point in starting I'll just catch up with all of them later (yeah that one doesn't even make sense on any level but it still goes through my head and I DON'T KNOW WHY). Or if I can't get through this book in an afternoon I'll just read it another day when I the whole afternoon free.

The worst part about all of this is those examples I gave are all my hobbies! I love reading. I quote YouTubers all the time. And I actually enjoy working out (ok maybe just that feeling afterwards). But yet I put them off to do pointless things like read my Facebook feed or flip through to see if anything is on TV even though there is very little that is on TV that I ever like.

So now I add blogging to the list of things that I enjoy doing but do not keep up with. I hope that I can change this about myself and sometimes I feel like I am getting better at it...other days not so much. A real measure of whether or not I am changing this about myself though—how often I post here. :-)